READ MY LIPS.

愛我還是他她

黑暗中的我們都沒有說話
你只想回家　不想你回家
寂寞深的像海太讓人害怕
溫柔你的手　輕輕揉著我的髮

你的眉眼說　你好渴望我擁抱
你身體卻在拼命逃　當慾望在燃燒

你愛我還是她　是不是真的她有比我好
你為誰在掙扎
你愛我還是她　就說出你想說的真心話
你到底要跟我還是她 愛愛愛她

這是不是命運對我的懲罰
愛你也沒辦法　恨你也沒辦法
陷在這個漩渦只想掙脫它
拉住你的手　卻讓我也被拖下

你的眉眼說　你不渴望我擁抱
每當愛變成了煎熬　你就開始要逃

你愛我還是她　是不是我可以做得更好
而你不再掙扎
你愛我還是她　我寧願聽到殘忍的回答
也不要再被耍
你愛我還是她　我為你找了一百個理由
我就是那麼傻
你愛我還是她　是否沉默代替你的回答
我應該明白吧

YEAH　愛我還是她　喔
你都已看不到我們的好
我還為誰牽掛　喔
你愛我還是她　是否沉默就是你的回答
我們都別掙扎　去愛她

I hate holding on to something that doesnt exist anymore. Clinging on because you know that, if you dont, he wont bother looking you up.

i got a call from this girl yesterday because of some happenings. After clearing some stuffs we started talking. I dont know what is it that made her open up to me when i'd just gotten to know her during that phone call, but what she told me about herself was everything i was saying to my girls couple of months back.
Everything was so familiar, except for the fact that she had gone through alot more.
Totally sympathize w her, totally feel for her. I only hope she'll feel better soon.

I've been a whole lot better, though the missing and aching hasn't stopped. Been so busy lately.

Supp paper later... please let the paper be easy.

Hey darling, you make me smile everyday by letting me hear from you. take care love.