READ MY LIPS.

Had service skills methodology today. It's pretty cool la. Although it's like learning Banquet stuff. Has high standards in terms of appearance and service standards, but it's interesting.

Temasek Culinary Academy is real cool la! With SugarLoaf and a semi-finedining restaurant. TP students do drop by when you're free k.
Feel lucky to be the pioneer batch to be using that facility.
It was fun learning order-taking with Debbie, Regine, YenChyi and Wanling. Never knew class could be so fun with this new group of old classmates :)
The down side, though, was standing for 8 hours in court shoes. My toes hurt super badly now.

Dearest christine came all the way down to tp to meet me sia - She had no lessons today. How sweet is that. We ate, walked around school and chatted about anything that came to mind. loves.

Each time im alone, the thoughts start to run wild. So wild, i start imagining things happening in the most ridiculous ways.
I get paranoid, then i comfort myself with stupid thoughts, then get paranoid again.
Tell me what to do.

Bro, thanks for that entry you gave me. I was really touched lah. But you know how stubborn i've been these few mths, and how i wont be able to change till i can stop loving him.
It hurts me alot, but there's nothing happier than being with him, you know?
Ha, that joy seems so faraway already, but i'm still yearning for it.
Thanks, love ya.


Fuck. i hate being so emotional.