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It's like 10:30 in the morning and here i am. All bored and full of thoughts.

So i went to read yingting's archives and i came upon this entry of hers which touched me at that time, and still did so when i just read it.

Here goes:
At the end of the day, when it's time to part, you see your best friends waving merrily at you, rushing off to her love. You bid your goodbyes and although you'd be all alone on the train ride home, you smiled to yourself feeling somewhat better.

Because you know that at least, one of you is happy.


That was really one happy, happy night i had, chilling at Villa Bali.

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dear you,
i've been happy just spending all these time with you, regardless of what we've been doing. Be it lying in bed while you game, catching a movie, dining at ding tai fung, hanging out with your guys. Your presence was all that mattered to make the day perfect.
I didnt need you to surprise me to make me happy, your voice alone made me smile.
I'm surprised that in this period of time i've come to know quite abit of you, your habits, your clothes all.
So short but i've grown so accustomed to this new lifestyle.
I knew too much of happiness would be too good to be true, to last.
You were the reason i smiled to myself every day when i got up, baby.
You were the one who made the days seem so cheery.
You made me look forward to each day with optimism.
You know how much you attracted me, you know how much i like you.
You wanted me to be happy.

So why'd you have to take that away.

Fuck This crazy stupid little thing called love.