phee-lings

I feel like a saint today.

Went to pick debbie from the express station because it was raining; brought the sick YT bubble tea; went home to take sweeyim's present and cert down to 121 for her. Kaiwen was there with her bf and grandma too.

Looking at kaiwen having a simple dinner with her boyfriend somehow made me smile to myself on the way home. I feel happy for her, and for the many other girlfriends around me who are happily attached. A year ago, who would've thought that things would be the way they are now?

Perhaps a happy relationship doesn't mean seeing/hearing from the other party 24/7. Perhaps it's good enough if we both pop up in each other's minds at various times of the day. Perhaps, just perhaps, it's something to be happy about if the other party is not having alone time with some other girl while he's not with you.

I might not be as happy as most of my friends are, there might have been a tinge of envy in me, but i'm contented.

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ok maybe i could do with another coffee, or perhaps ice cream this time, session.

ok another cutex pic

i wanna kiss you underneath the stars