the only other person i'd head to the west for.

I was heading for bed at 11am yesterday when my phone rang. "HI AMELIA. time to wake up. let's talk. NOW NOW NOW."

I said i wanted to sleep, but he still called anyway. He eventually had to hang up for awhile and i took the opportunity to fall asleep.

When i contacted him in the evening after i got up, we chatted about some incident that happened few months back and he went, "you're worth more than that,bitch. Never (do it) again, remember. Never again. oh ya, you're only worth a little bit more. Don't overrate yourself."

That message seriously touched my heart. I feel so blessed to have made a buddy out of this guy. The one who doesn't see me as his best friend's exgirlfriend or whatever; the one who told me i deserve better. We've often asked each other how we've managed to become the friends we are today and have never come to a definite conclusion, but what really matters is the friendship we've built.

Just the other day, he wondered if we'd still keep in contact once he entered the army. Besides the Gohs, this is the only other guy friend i hold closest to my heart. He'd better not ever disappear.