personal thoughts #1

I was on the phone with a friend late last night, or should i say early this morning.

Some people say, the best way to get over a relationship is to get into another one, even if it means making use of someone else, unfair as it sounds.

Is it really possible to get into a new relationship just for the sake of wanting to move on? I said, even if it wasn't a mean thing to do, i can't make myself get with someone i dont feel strongly for. It's denial.

At some point of time, you fall in love so deeply and get so broken that you don't know how to accept another person. You compare and you know it's not the same and you can't settle for anything else.

Much as you know there's nothing you can do anymore, you still hold on to that zero percent of hope. There's nothing to hold on to at all, but you don't let go. You can't. Or perhaps it just takes a long time. A whole motherlong time.

I wish time'd pass by faster than it already is.