long forgotten, not.

I'm happy that you're happy, much as it makes me unhappy. What contradiction. I suppose there always comes a time when everyone's bound to feel lonely and tonight's one such night.

It always happens this way, doesnt it, the more you dont wanna see something, the more you'll go looking at it. You know it'd make you unhappy, but you still go ahead and upset yourself, knowing that it could've been avoided because you can already foresee the consequence of the actions. Stupid, stupid, stupid.

Something inside of me is blowing up and threatening to burst soon. Inhale, exhale.

I'm crumbling again la wtf bye