Totally Random.

I suddenly question the friendship i have w my best girls.

If there werent the every-friday-meetups, would be still be in touch? 
There was once when i didnt attend the gathering for around 2 wks and during tt entire time i didnt hear anything from any of the girls.
Wont that mean that, if not for the meetups, we would have long lost contact with each other?
That is how fragile i think our friendships are sometimes.

In the beginning, the 6 of us got together A and B were good friends while B and C were also on good terms, so on and so forth. It wasn't because all 6 of us got along well together. right?
In fact, honestly, if on one friday, only joyce and i are free, i'm sure we would not meet up because we seldom talk and it'd probably be awkward. It's a known fact that joyce and i dont talk much. [being open here. joyce, dont mind k? 
i love you really]

It's true that the 6 of us have fun when we're together, but how much do we really appreciate
each other man. Few hold each other in the same light others hold them in.

Like, if you girls have any comments on what i've said, pls tell it to me openly rather than to talk about what i've said behind me. 
A guy friend said we girls should learn to be more frank to each other and not be 
over sensitive,like how them guys are. But how many girls will be able to take the truth
 when thrown at their faces? Blah.

you know i really felt like a substitute today.