Happy Valentine's Day

You fucked me up last night, but all i did was to tell you to shut up though i knew you only meant well for me. So you just kept quiet and listened to me weep. i'm sorry, dude.

I was in one of my worst states yesterday and had one tough evening. Let me tell you something: I'm stubborn, i believe in what i think and feel. I wish i wasn't like this so i'd be able to heed others' advices. But when i really have my heart on something, nothing anyone says will be able to take my mind off it. Perhaps this is where i'm weak in.

You're strong, You're so much stronger now, people have been telling me. i wonder when will i actually be able to stop crying.

Like i've been saying lately, all i want now is to see the guy being happy and not get hurt; know what's worth it and best for himself.

The angry me has to much things to say but, then again, why so spark off another quarrel. Angry me is not angry about me being ditched, btw.

Anyway, looking at the entry title, it's my 2nd consecutive date-less Vday. To save myself from looking unwanted, i did have people asking me out ok! Hahah. But why celebrate Vday with someone whom you've got no interest in right. I'd rather spend it with my girlfriend.

you'll always be my love, my valentine