Monday, February 04, 2008

i still prefer the np jacket.

One year ago i think i was crying over a relationship. Now again. i duno whether to laugh or what. Anyone remembers my new year resolution no.1? Haa.

Maybe i'm getting immune to this whole shit. Sure it hurts alot, but this time i guess i feel stronger, since i knew someday this would happen. My friends and family have been the nicest people, keeping me company, talking to me on the phone.

Why bother crying so much when you know, on the other hand, the other party's having fun and not giving a fuck about you?

It might not apply to all but still very true i guess. Somehow, it still doesnt make things feel any better. From being the closest to me, to a half-stranger, it's really hard to adapt. I always wondered how people get used to it when you've almost been staying with your partner and suddenly everything just changes. What means the world to a girl might mean peanuts to a guy.

This was nobody's fault. Honestly, i miss the things we used to do ald. It kinda sucks when everything you do reminds you of something you used to do together.. it only makes you think more and more. I just duno what made me do the things i did.. but still there were no regrets. So ya. (:

p/s: stop asking about my life with my boyfriend and how i'm gonna be celebrating Valentine's already. Funny how people only ask about my relationship after it ends.

i still want you so badly
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CHRISTINE: TAK GLAM LEH MISS. heh
KELEH!: hey yes. tell me when you wanna go. i saw weiyi they all there last wk you know! so when??
Sam: whoa. i guess you could put it that way.
Cammy: is this camilia? erm. refer to sam's comment. haha.

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