If i knew..

.. that it'd be the last time watching dvds with you, i'd have asked for Haagen-dazs instead of that stupid tasting ice-cream so we could lick the whole tub clean.
.. that it'd be the last time having dinner at home with you, i'd have thanked her for the delicous food she always made.
.. that it'd be the last time sitting in the car home with you, i'd have held your hands like always instead of look out at the trees.
.. that it'd be the last time falling asleep with you, i'd have hugged you with all my might and look at that face of yours throughout the night, instead of fall asleep holding your hand.
.. that it'd be the last time having food by the balcony together, i'd have made us finish the whole pot of porridge instead of just stopping at one bowl.

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C ever said i was too affected by online stuff. I guess blogging is a medium for me to rant my thoughts and feel better about things. Regardless of who might/might not read, me reading it myself makes me feel better.

The culi group went to roseann's for a baking practice session that didnt go too successfully. we were all wow-ed by rose's place and sam couldn't get enough of the hole in her room. hahah.

Met christine in town to shop and chat in the evening. She was a great listening ear. heh. Thanks dear. Nothing beats having friends by your side. Speaking of which, many thanks to the girls who came down with drinks to accompany me last sat.

I realised, after the previous relationship, that i now think of ex boyfriends as a (insertperson'sname), and that guys are all cheating idiots. I wish i didnt have this mindset, but i can't help it. It's not a nice feeling because it makes me think so much, on the negative side.

i'm glad that you still care.

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sam: sometimes you don't need problems arising in a relationship to breakup i guess.
rain: thank you sweetie. (:
janet: enough of the flaming. you don't need to hop to another blog to bitch about someone. detest someone for all you want- just keep your comments to yourself. thank you.
xy: man.. do you rmb telling me something along tt line some time back? haha.. thanks though. (:
wan: thanks alot for the concern, woman. i'll see you soon alright (: