inhale, exhale

Spent some time at Winebar with Jie and the guys last night, where they randomly opened a bottle of Champagne. Weirdly good time. I don't know what that means but it sort of describes how i felt last night. It was just.. somewhat calm. and relaxed.

Seriously need to cut down on late nights during weekdays. Swear i'm gonna collapse one day.

Justin asked what's my ideal boyfriend like. And when i told him, he went 'that is called ideal?'. hahahha.

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

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After this post, i went lj-reading and when i went to wanqian's lj, i got another song and it was the one that's above what you're reading now.
Freaky coincidence please.
It's very nice to know that you actually get thought of by friends you barely speak to.
Thanks sweets :]
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