I hate myself for loving you

I think I’ve lost the ability to sympathize.

And for once, just for today, allow me to put the blame on you.

Imissyou,Imissyouallthetime.
But I’m never gonna tell anyone that anymore.

The girl, who used to cry over the teeniest matters, put relationships ahead of everything else, think too far ahead and get affected, seems to have been long gone. Is this a good or bad thing? I question myself.

I feel so angry I could cry. Angry with people, and especially angry with myself. Never have my tears ever been triggered by anger. I guess I’m really angry.

At times like this, I hate myself. So much.

P/s: & there’s no work to do at all. Even more angry.