not like this

2009 isn’t supposed to start like this.

Never mind that this year was welcomed without fireworks; I had my family with me.

I hope, I pray that we’ll have a happy reunion dinner and a happy Chinese New Year next week. I envisioned our usual blackjack days, even more often this year since I wont have to be back in school every day. Dad and mum taking turns to be the bankers. I want everyone to be well enough.

Nobody’s supposed to spend CNY in pain. Don’t be so unfair, please.

don't take everything that makes me happy away from me