READ MY LIPS.

I miss being really, genuinely happy.
It's not nice to go places and be reminded of you and me. To wish that you'd be around with me to take care of me. To know that you cant/wont be there for me when i really need you.
It's super not nice.

Sometimes amidst all those smiles that i put up, images of you just come to my mind and i drift into a daze. I wish i'd know what it is about you that's making it hard for me to forget and move on.

Like why cant i be stronger like you and carry on with life without you? Wouldnt life be happier this way, maybe you'll also be happier yourself, without me disturbing you everyday.

Letting go sucks a great deal.