READ MY LIPS.

I wish i still had you around to talk to about my problems anytime. You're the one guy who really knows me best, can tell how i feel, know what i have in mind. Why'd you have to know me so well? You'd take note of everything i said, things i mentioned about liking, you'd try to get for me.
You'd surprise me when i knocked off from work, bring me food when i was hungry, you just put me in front of anything.
You were my best friend, the one who would have me in mind each time you wanted someone to talk to, who'd listen to me anytime and offer your help 24/7.
Remember how we started contacting each other? all because of one sms at 4am in the morning. From that msg on, you were always there for me.

Are you knowing your new girl as well now, having the time of your life with her?

Sometimes now, i feel like dirt to you. That since i'm being here for you, you could just do anything to me, dont have to worry about my feelings, wont mind how i feel about you, dont care, cos i'm not anyone to you. This truth hurts more than anything.

Probably, this really is the end of us already. But what i have now with you is what's keeping me strong, so please dont go invisible on me. I dont know what i'll do. Just crumble all over again.

Congrats on ORD-ing nigel, the firefighting days are over.
It was pure joy getting to learn about your station life and the stuff you guys do. Visiting the fire station, fire post, was an experience i enjoyed.

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Raymond: Haha so xian shi lor.. want treat still must eat as much of my money as possible
Christine: Thank you (: you smile too k? you need to get better too.
Joyce: HAHA who says! if got such thing huixian deserves the name more. lol.