break another (heartbeat)

It's one of those days again, when i wake up suddenly and can't go back to sleep anymore, with my heart beating super fast with thoughts in my mind. And then i start to think even more. It's not a good feeling.

At times like this i always wonder why's that special someone still so special, why do i care so much and want to see him so badly when i'm pratically off the boundaries of his mind.

I always hate the way things can always change in a matter of days, sometimes even hours. One day you're talking and joking with one another, the next your friend just seems to build a way between each other.
i wish you could just keep talking to me, being yourself

Yesterday was chup gor meh, or yuan xiao. CNY's come and gone so quickly.. Dinner at Equatorial was delicious, as usual. Had our last blackjack session before everyone rushed to the television to check out the toto numbers. anyone tio-d?

It's the brother's birthday today and i'm gonna steal some of the food made for his mini party with his friends, play some poker then study. ciao.