imPERFECT CHRISTMAS

When you lose something very very dear to you, you dont think you could find something quite close to it again.

Sometimes I wonder, would this feeling ever go, and maybe there'll be a replacement? I look forward to such a day, but it seems nowhere near.

You tell yourself you can do without a guy, which is true. But when you look all around and everyone's looking forward to the near year with someone they love, the hunger for someone to whisper 'I love you' to you creeps up on you.

I'm talking silly again. Need to enjoy the remaining days of Christmas.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!



How can I think I'm standing strong
Yet feel the air beneath my feet
How can happiness feel so wrong
How can misery feel so sweet
How can you let me watch you sleep
Then break my dreams the way you do
How can I have got in so deep
Why did I fall in love with you

This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen
This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known
I was never crazy on my own
And now I know that there's a link between the two
Being close to craziness and being close to you

How can you make me fall apart
Then break my fall with loving lies
It's so easy to break a heart
It's so easy to close your eyes
How can you treat me like a child
Yet like a child I yearn for you
How can anyone feel so wild
How can anyone feel so blue